Broken

It does not matter how long you have been working on yourself, how much you have come to understand about the way the Universe works or how much you know about your ego and when it flies into action. Sometimes there are days where you will feel broken. When you want to curl up into a ball and just cry your heart out.

This is a journey, that often feels like it is one step forwards and about 10 back… but feeling broken is not such a bad thing, it has happened before, and it will happen again. Know that there are parts of you falling away. The ones that no longer serve you. This makes room for more light, more love, a higher vibration. It does not mean the process is easy, far from it, but it is necessary and ultimately a blessing.

Who would have thought that the spiritual and healing path would be so all-encompassing, devastatingly difficult and heartbreaking? How is it that we can be becoming more aware, reaching for the light but still wading through the shadows? What makes us continue down a path that requires so much energy, dedication, and determination? That makes us cry more than it makes us smile. That breaks our hearts and rebuilds them again.

Once you start on the path you simply cannot stop.

You cannot close your eyes once they finally open and begin to see for the first time.

You cannot close your heart once it feels the truth.

You do whatever it takes, you cry a million tears and beg for the answer.

Then, as suddenly as you felt broken, you feel peace, and more whole than ever before.

For now.

To breaking, releasing and becoming new over and over again,
Lauren